I miss him so much it hurts more than I’d expected
Tonight.. definitely not a good night
People who say sadness doesn’t hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. I’ve felt it in my legs, my jaw, my head, my quivering lips, aching eyes, and my aching chest. It hurts my chest the most because it literally feels like your heart is in pain.
How am I going to go without this smile for so long. I love him so much.
My heart hurts
Everyone has said to me I’ll be just fine but I’m not going to be, nor am I right now. I’m so scared and no one will understand. I don’t feel like myself and I don’t even mean to cry, the tears..they just fall silently sometimes… This whole thing especially sucks at night and in 9 days it’s going to get a whole lot worse.